Somewhere with in me I know I’m stupid for doing what I just did. But right now I don’t care. I want what I want. And I can’t help it. Even though I know you’ve probably moved on. I’m not gonna stop. Last time I didn’t stop look what happened, I’ll do it all over again if I have too.
And she has big boobs too, maybe she’ll make you happier then I ever did. I pray to god that she doesn’t though.
If I could only tell you how I feel right now.
Pretending to be strong is always the hardest part
No matter how much I distract myself or occupy my time you’re always there.
I have to stop crying. I have to have faith 😭😢💔